UltitheHedgehog

So this is the rare time where I speak in the journals of DeviantArts. I've seen a few of my friends making vents, so here's mine. I've come to a conclusion that I made heinous mistakes in the past yet we all have at some point of our lives. Anyone that i've met sees me as a chill, laid back individual that likes to have fun like the majority. This is what i'm clearing up, The word sorry is not enough of what i'm trying to say in a sense. All i wanna say is for the people I've mistreated, make you seem lower then I, or made careless actions in the past or present.. For having this blemish in your life even for a brief moment and still dealing

Ever feel like you're so down that you even doubt everything that's good happened to you? For months now I've felt like this and i'm sick of it. It sucks to have depression, doubt and frustration going through your already stressed skull. Also mixed with the sad feeling of loneliness even though you are surrounded by friends that care for you every step of the way. Sometimes I can't help this feeling and have no clue of fixing it. But one of the painful thoughts that runs through my mind is this.. What if I was never here? What if I was gone and stay gone? I always think things will be better that way as if my existence was never surfaced on